I had started to turn to reading porn stories and masturbating to achieve sexual satisfaction that I had been missing.
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I loved reading stories about guys getting sucked off and that lead me to reading stories from the gay section. Up until then, I had never considered man on man sex and believed myself to be 100% straight. I responded to a story that I particularly liked and made some nice comments. To my surprise, the author responded and we began an e-mail exchange. It turned out he lived in the next state about 180 miles from me. Over the course of our conversations, I told him of my desire to have my cock sucked and how my wife had always refused me. He then asked if I had ever considered letting a man suck me off. He then told me that men were by far the better cocksuckers and if I liked he would suck me off. At first I was nervous fearing that if I let him suck me off, he would want me to suck him, but he insisted that he was only interested in sucking me. Because I often went on golf outings, I had the perfect cover and traveled to the next state and in a motel room, I got my first blowjob. I was lying back on the bed with him between my legs and as I fucked up into his mouth, I blew my load in his mouth. He returned the next morning and sucked me again. I began searching out men on the net hoping to find another cocksucker closer to home. I found a young man who was home recuperating from elbow surgery and he would go on cam and jack his cock for me. His cock was mesmerizing to me and I started thinking about sucking. It was the first time I ever had these kind of feelings before. Each time I saw his gorgeous cock the feelings would return and I found myself telling him I wanted to suck his gorgeous cock. I couldn't believe me saying I wanted to suck him, but I knew I did. Since he live about 30 miles from me, it was easy to make arrangements for a meet. At our meeting, when I saw his cock I immediately went down on it and started sucking like I was an experienced cocksucker, which I was not.
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I told him since I was new, I probably would not be able to let him cum in my mouth. After sucking that gorgeous cock for a very short time, he pulled out and came on a towel. I was very surprised on how fast he came. And try as I might, I could not get him hard again. It turned out to be a bit disappointing but I knew I would enjoy sucking cock again. That was the beginning of me adapting to being a cocksucker. While chatting with a guy from out of state, he told me about a web site for bi and gay older men. There are tens of thousands of members worldwide. I was very surprised to find many members lived near me. I couldn't believe the number of older married men, like me, that was into male on male sex.
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Most were into cock sucking, but there are a number that enjoy fucking as well. The biggest problem with married guys is, we cannot host. So finding a suitable meeting place is a problem. I seem to hit it off with one of the married guys I met and we talked about getting together for some mutual sucking, but a meeting place posed a problem.
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Then he suggested he knew of a possible location. He lived in an upscale neighborhood that had an unfinished house in a remote wooded area of the development. The house was being built for a couple of Lesbians, but the builder went broke and the house was unfinished. I agreed to meet him there and we went to the second floor near a window that gave us a view of the surrounding area and anyone that might be approaching. We both dropped our short pants and he dropped down and stated sucking me.